Something I've been wanting to seriously pursue is meditation. Or, something of that sort The idea of being more present, aware and understanding. I want to bring more clarity into my life, and have chances to be still. I also think this will help calm down whatever storm is going on in my brain. But it's hard. It just feels like another thing to add when I already feel overwhelmed with everything else I want to do. I think, "maybe I'll try that in the future, when I have more time." But so often, that 'more time' never comes. I realize that if I want something to happen in my life, I have to make time and energy for it. I already do that with things I really care about, like scripture study and running. I make time for these things when it's hard. But maybe, meditation will look different for me. It doesn't have to be the same thing it is for everyone else. I just need to put myself in a place where I can find peace and feel the Spirit. Something that is connecting both my spiritual beliefs and meditation is this book I am reading right now called "The Power of Stillness". It's quite good and seems exactly like what I've been looking for. Sometimes it's overwhelming reading it and there being so many things I want to improve! Curse my continuously growing self! Just kidding. I love that I always want to grow.